Stability is priceless. What I mean by that is it feels great to have my mental health intact. I've stayed out of the hospital for over two years now, and it feels great. It feels like a major accomplishment almost. Where as I've said in my previous posts how good mania feels at times, I wouldn't want to go back. Progression is being made in my life and I finally believe I'm going foward. Although the last two years since getting out of the hospital have been rough at times, I'm really starting to believe that my life can be good. I think I will lead a productive, fulfilling life if I stay on track. Sure I still get depressed at times and for no apparent reason. However, I know I'm on good medicine and I have the best support system i could possibly have. My medicine is in good order again, I finally started seeing a therapist, and I have the best friends and family a guy could ask for. I'm excited about life and in a healthy good way. Sure things change all the time, but I'm feeling optimistic about my future and that's a good thing. I know I still have a lot to learn, but things are looking up and now that everything is working good the rest is really up to me.
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AuthorI was diagnosed bipolar 1 in March of 2005. It's been a challenge to say the least to live with this disorder everyday. There has been some major ups as well as downs. It's just something I have to deal with. Everyone has their own problems and struggles to sort out and this is just one of mine. I'm not asking for anybody to feel sorry for me. I just want to educate those who don't know much about it, and if it helps out somebody along the way even better. Archives
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