Most of the people in my life are very supportive of me and my illness. I know they care about me and would do just about anything to help me. Some of them have been very forgiving even if they don't understand mental illness. Sometimes I wonder about things and usually think too much about situations in depth. I feel some people really don't know me at all and don't understand me a bit because of my illness. I get this sense, whether I'm wrong or right, that people are always second guessing me and my behavior when they are around me. I think some people ask, "Is he stable? Is he ok? Should we be on guard?" And I get penalized for it. Maybe I'm paranoid about this which I get from time to time. Am I really that odd and indifferent? Maybe so, but at least I'm unique and different. I can live with that.
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AuthorI was diagnosed bipolar 1 in March of 2005. It's been a challenge to say the least to live with this disorder everyday. There has been some major ups as well as downs. It's just something I have to deal with. Everyone has their own problems and struggles to sort out and this is just one of mine. I'm not asking for anybody to feel sorry for me. I just want to educate those who don't know much about it, and if it helps out somebody along the way even better. Archives
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